♥ In Between It All
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
It's 2.23 am now. In about 4 hours i will have to get ready for college. Whatever la, i think i'll skip. Doesn't make any sense that many others get 2 weeks while my program gives us 1 week and 1 day??
I'll just drop by to hand in my Psychology report that will inevitably come back and haunt me later cuz i wrote such a shitty report which will lead to a heart attack when my young lecturer reads it which will mean he will die at a young age and it will be my fault and before he dies he will prolly gimme some super low marks for giving him that heart attck which will kill my internal marks and pull my marks even lower. Okay i'm done now.
Sigh***
Felt like i just need to get that off my chest.There's a mini timer at the back of my mind constantly ticking and counting down the time till my trial exam which is next week. I feel like slapping myself for slacking these past 8 months and failing tests after tests especially for Chemistry and Maths. I made Mr Chong older by like 10 years when he taught me and i think he's glad to not teach me anymore now. So now i'm torturing Mr. Bryan with my awesome marks everyday. Sorry T_T I just have no interest in Maths at all.
I won't be like some selfless bimbo that will dream big and vow to get a TER of 95 etc etc. That is just impossible la considering how i screwed everything up. All i'm asking for is atleast a TER of 80 and lemme get accepted into the uni of my choice for law next year then i'll be over the moon already. Pretty please T________T
It's at times like this that i am so angry at myself for taking SAM. If i had taken A levels or ADTP i will be a much happier person now wtf. And here i am screwing up my 25 fucking % worth of internal marks for Psychology with my crappy report writing skills.
Can someone take a gun and shoot me already?
Yes yes, i know now i complain and write 10 pages of how much i regret my procratination skills also no use.
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On a ligther note, i cannot wait for October ahhhh ! Been anticipating this for months. Going to Club Med ! It'll be perfect after all the stress from the exams and shit. I cannot wait to slap on sunscreen and lay on the beach all day with perfect music blasting in my ears. Then head on down to the spa for some relaxing massage and pampering. Oh and the best part is, there's a free flow of drinks 24/7. Okay la not free exactly cuz everything is paid for beforehand but whatever, free flow of drinks ! ;DDD
And at the end of November, i'll be going to Korea ! Yay ! Its during winter time and it get colder everyday. I think that's the only downside of it. More shopping and yummeh food tasting to be done there (: And and i can't wait to ski teehee ;)
Then idrk what happening exactly in December but there's my irritating brother's bday, Christmas and new years to look forward to. Oh and once again, MORE shopping for new years clothes and college clothes. HAHA.
Then in Jan, hopefully i will still have some time to chillax before uni begins. And AGAIN more shopping more chinese new year clothes AHAHA.
As for February, my bday to look forward to ;DD CNY with all the red packets and awesome munchies and seeing my lovely cousins and gambling hoho someone stop me please. OH and also i'm going to SHANGHAI LOLOL. I purposely capsed it cuz anyone that knows me well knows that i x suka China ! So this will be my first time there. *gulps* And no my mindset about China and its supermotherfuckinglyawesome ppl remains the same. Only going cuz i love my family -_-
I know what you all must be thinking, i must have lost it, suddenly so emo and now super fucking happy. Blame PMS. Yes, perfect excuse.
Okay i must get back to finishing up my report which is a lost cause anyway. Hopefully SafeAssign won't bail on me.
x.
