Yeap, that's me.

Not much explanation needed, i've been really busy like REALLY busy.

This is my last week of classes. Study break begins next week. Finals the following week.

Honestly, i'm scared shitless. Reason being that i've not touched a single book yet and time is ticking away.

Every time i decide to actually study, something comes up. But at the end of the day, i realised that maybe it is in fact entirely my fault, as i was searching for ways out.

In simpler terms, procrastinating as per usual.

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You know, i have been trying so damn fucking hard?

Trying to please you, to be what you expected of me and basically just slapping on a smile for you everyday?

Have you ever thought of how hard it is? To please you all the time?

I'm so fed up of trying anymore.

I'm done.