Yeap.

Been experiencing that alot lately.

I feel so overwhelmed with everything that's happening around me lately.

Lets see, finals in less than a month, 3 trips coming up, university applications to be completed and the list just keeps going on.

Everything feels so suffocating right now i don't know where to begin. I sometimes find myself drifting off in the midst of something else.

I really don't know what's going to happen next and how am i going to be handling it.

Tbh, the thing that i'm dreading the most is not being able to see you again.

That very thought scares the shit outta me.

Yes, i do dread seeing you at times and distance did do the both of us some good.

But who am i kidding when i say that i will be ready to move on right after all this is over and that we will never see each other again?

Should i try one last time? Try to make things right?